Avoiding

I think I've been avoiding my blog.

And I have definitely been avoiding the fact that I head back to Ecuador in a little more than 3 weeks. You see, I am so excited to go back. I'm excited to see the Love of My Life, speak Spanish on a regular basis, catch up with the Casa G boys and be where God has called me.

BUT the thought of leaving in 26 days kinda makes me wanna vom. And I kinda get all anxious and my hearts starts pounding when I think about having to say goodbye. Again. In fact, my eyes are welling up just thinking about it.

Right now is when being a missionary sucks. I wouldn't want anything else for my life, but it still sucks on occasion. Unfortunately I don't have a pretty bow or sarcastic comment to wrap this all up with, so I'll just leave it here.